Another sorrow

D+1 of his birthday and I felt suck all the day, the previous day even worst. I was waiting for the day that I wanna make it special for you but then I do nothing. I don't know what I called ours anymore. I has been thinking about congratulate you in sosmed like usual but I don't strong enough. I was crying inside like the pain kill me even more. I don't get over you and never can get over you. I try my best but I failed because you're the only want that I want. The heart wants it wants. I Love You and only that all I know.